Welcome to my little farm in the city.
Saturday, August 6, 2022
Its hot.... Its humid..... Welcome to Florida!
Saturday, May 8, 2021
These Endless Blue Skies.
Tuesday, May 4, 2021
Adventures in Camper living...
Monday, May 3, 2021
We have come back ...... Home.
Well it’s been a bit, a long road traveled, but we have finally made it back home.
We left Michigan almost 2 weeks ago with a full camper and 2 puppies in tow. We are looking to find the perfect place to land. We are trusting God to lead us where He wants us to be and where we can be of use for his purpose.
It seems so much longer than that already but no. We had moved back there 18 months ago trying to make a home and trying to regather our family together. Don’t get me wrong, I love Michigan I do. I was born and raised there. I lived over 50 years there. My brothers are there, and daughter and granddaughters too. We tried to make it feel like home. We bought a really nice old farmhouse in a big city to try to make it feel like home, but it just didn’t feel like home to us.
Maybe it was the being too far from the kids. Maybe it was being separated by distance from my brothers and family. Distance not just in miles but relationship. I love my brothers so much. They are one of the reasons I wanted to move back to Michigan. I had hoped to build a relationship with them again, but sadly I feel like I just didnt. I feel like I failed and I still feel the distance between us.
Life sometimes has a way of twisting and turning our lives that sometimes fractures our relationship with family. I am sure the fractures are mostly my fault and it is burden I will carry everyday. I feel guilty, I’ve offered apologies and I’ve asked forgiveness. I feel I can do no more but the guilt still lies in my heart.
We tried to make Michigan home again with family, with a different home for us. I loved the home we choose. It was beautiful, welcoming and comfortable. It was just in a wrong area, a much too big city for us. It was much too far from family. We felt like we had been living all alone there in this big busy city. Perhaps we had been away from family too long to remember what being with family felt like. I feel I wasn’t nearly as happy as I thought I would be in Michigan.
I tried for 18 months to convince myself that I could indeed be joyfully happy there but my lack of happy drove me deeper into a depressing anxiety filled funk. I had been fooling myself I guess thinking all would be bliss if we just moved back.
So here we are again, in what now does feel like home. We are back in Florida. We lived here for 7 years the first time. This is where my dearest friends are. This is where a deep raw personal tragedy struck and I lost my relationship and faith with God for a while when it happened. I was very angry with God. I went into a deep dark place for almost 6 months. I turned my back on everyone and everything that I loved. There were days when I just wanted to not be there anymore. I wanted to not be in life anymore. I wanted to give up, to finish it but something wouldn't let me go. I know now and I indeed found out that God truly loves His children and it hurts Him to see us hurting. I know now He won't let go of us because we are His, because He loves us so much.
This place is where God never gave up on me. This place, with the help of 2 very dear friends is where I found my faith again, where God saved me again. They helped me to find my place, my purpose, my church home, my church family. This place is where I found my now even closer walk with God. This is where I found my purpose, my work for Him that fills me with peace. This is where I found my happiness, my joy. It’s everywhere I look around me. This indeed does feel like home.
I have learned that I can’t expect others or things to make me happy. I can choose to be happy or miserable. In Michigan I think I just never chose to be happy. I felt unappy and lonely and separated not just from family but God too. I just couldn’t seem to find my relationship with my God in Michigan because I was miserable. But if I am honest, I wasn’t really looking. I was wanting it to come find me!!
But now we feel like we are indeed home again. Hubby is happy, puppies are happy in this warm almost always sunny weather. I feel so much lighter. Happy, relaxed and blessed. We have found a new home and we will close on it soon. This new home just happens to be almost a carbon copy of our last home here in Florida before we moved. We loved that home it was so comfortable.
The new home is in a beautiful older small trailer park that is cozy, quiet and feels just right. It is very close to the Gulf side of Florida..... which maybe could be a not so good thing during hurricane season. But hey, the park and the trailers are still standing through all the storms that have come through there. That should mean something right?
We are so delighted to finally be back home. God is so good. I feel like, I hope that HE is smiling down on us and telling us to just be content and to trust Him. I know his plan is perfect and I know his timing is always true. I just have to remember to let him in, listen for his whispers and trust him to always take care of me like he always has, always does and always will. He has given me so many life lessons, He has never failed me and He is always by my side.
That’s all for today. I hope wherever you are you are truly happy and blessed. Take care. Trudy
Tuesday, April 13, 2021
On the road again....
Tuesday, May 19, 2020
Welcome to our garden....
Since we have moved to our daughters land, she has always used the raised bed garden. I must admit it has always intrigued me. So when we moved here she and I began to talk of having a good size garden this year so that we could preserve the produce for the winter. With the way this country is going right now we must plan and do what we can to take care of and provide for our family with what ever we are able to and have at hand.
When I was young, I remember spending many summers along side my grandparents working in the garden or in the kitchen with them canning and freezing all of the produce from our garden. I can honestly say that those were some of the best times of my life, My grandma instilled in me a love of canning and baking that I carry to this day. I can tell you that I still love to walk through a garden and dream of what those beautiful plants are going to bless me with with a little water, a little sunshine and a little help from the Lord above.
I have gotten off the path so let me get back to my garden story for you. This year my daughter and family decided we needed to double the size of her old garden so she and her hubby built 4 more boxes for a total of 8. I will tell you in advance, that still is not enough!!
Anyway, the adding of the boxes was quite a good days work making us feel quite accomplished when finished to say the least.
Monday, May 18, 2020
They are here!!
When I say complete I mean really complete. Our chicks arrived on the 27th of April and spent 2 weeks in the house in totes in the bathroom and laundry room. Why inside with such a nice coop you ask? Well we live in Michigan and Mother Nature has a sense of humor it seems.
We thought that the babies would be able to go immediately to the coop but the day they arrived it was a blustery rainy day and we knew that the best decision would be to keep them in the warm house....... for a day or two. BUT the weather had other plans. Not only did it rain but the temps dropped, and we even got a couple days of snow. So the babies had to stay inside, which was okay for a week.
But 19 chicks is about 10 too many in one tote so we had to separate and divide into 2 totes and then into another room. This was the 6th day and they grew so fast we knew what we had to do.
They are here!
Saturday, April 25, 2020
Fuzzy Butt Plans
So if we want to have chicks, we must build a place to put them. Some place safe for them and easy for me to clean and gather the goods they leave for me. Thus the coop and run build has begun. It won't be a big coop. Not nearly as big as what I had in South Carolina or Arkansas but definitely just as safe as those. My husband likes to call them his version of Fort Knox. We have a lot of predators here as we did in SC so he is making it as safe and impermeable as he can. This time will be no different as the last two times. I will only have a small flock this time but they will be so special to me. I am finally getting a breed I have longed for so I intend to keep them as safe and healthy as I can.
The chicks will be here in just a few days so we must get this coop ready for the big day. Here are just a couple pictures of the progress of the run which is almost done and the coop that we began today. If you have any questions about how we are doing the build you are welcome to ask in the comments or send me an email. For now I will sign off it has been a busy day and tomorrow promises to be even longer. See you next time when the fuzzy butts check into town and take up residence in Sunflower Farms . Until next time...... Take care and be kind to everyone.
Who says you can't go home again?
We are HOME!
Its been a long time since I could say those words. My journey started quite a few years ago. My husband and I started our country life adventure 16 years ago. We moved from our home in Michigan to find a bit more relaxed life than the hurry happenings of a big city.
Our journey took us from Arkansas to South Carolina to Florida and now back home to Michigan. Needless to say I am thrilled, my husband not quite so much. We moved to Arkansas to be close to family.... that moved back to Michigan years ago. We stayed, and watched the oil fracking companies absolutely ruin our land, home water and peace and quiet. So we moved to South Carolina, my personal favorite place to be ever. We had gorgeous land, with a river view and breathtaking mountain views literally minutes from our front door. The weather was amazing, the countryside breathtaking and I had chickens, lots and lots of chickens. I loved my home there and would have been very content to live there forever...... but my husband wanted warmer weather. HOT weather actually. So we went to Florida.
Florida was not what I was wanting or needing. The weather was HOT all the time except for 2 or 3 months of the year. It rained almost everyday in the afternoon, the humidity was as miserable as Arkansas. The snakes and gators and monkeys were not entertaining to me at all. The land was not good for planting where we landed and I could not have chickens, the beaches were too far away to enjoy and the scenery where we were was nothing to admire. Can you tell I was not happy there? I stayed because my husband liked it there and yet he even admitted the last year was too hot and humid for him soooo...... back to Michigan we went.
Michigan is where our daughter and kids live on a lovely 3 acre piece of land with a lake view. Michigan is where we were both born and raised. Michigan is where my heart was and now we are home where we began the journey. So we have come full circle. Who ever said you can not go home again I think may have been wrong, Just sayin......
Moving to Michigan has made me very happy, not just because I was born and raised there but also where we live now I can once again have a garden and chickens. I will be with family and be able to enjoy watching the girls grow into beautiful young women. I will have a chance to enjoy the good times and the nots so fun times with my kids. I can have a family once more. I have found as I go through the seasons of my life that nothing else matters so much to me than to spend time with my God and to be surrounded by those that I love. my family.
So until next time...... see you on the homestead.
Monday, January 27, 2014
The winter ho- hums!
I have been working on getting this new home in Florida all situated and to our liking and finally I think we are there, I am not the best fan of Florida, but it is for my husbands health that we came here. Don't get me wrong , the scenery is beautiful in places, the ocean is magnificent! We are very close to Daytona Beach and the home of the Nascar big race which is coming very soon I might add. We have made some wonderful friends here in our little park . Our home is small and cute and we have all we need, I am just not a fan of the really hot humid weather. Never have been really as I suffer from allergies especially from molds, I don't care for the really "so hot, you sweat the minute you get out of bed " weather , but I do like the winters . I must admit that I truly miss my South Carolina home and all the wonderful memories and friends we left behind there. That was the one home that truly felt like "home " and where I thought I would grow very old. The house was amazing and where we lived was beautiful! This may sound crazy but I even miss of all things my favorite radio station and no station here fills the void. But I must stop all of this whining and shame on me for do so.
On to happier things , after almost 8 long years my son Justin and his family are just 49 days away from leaving the military behind and moving this way . I am so happy that we will have family closer to us that I can not wait for the day when I can finally hug my family again and have one of my grands to play with . I truly wish my daughter and her family lived closer , I miss them soo very much every day and there is so much I am missing of my girls growing up .
Life is not so bad here, I could say . I have more time to do what ever it is I care to do every day , I have been doing a lot of work on my crochet and my knitting making sweaters and hats and mittens for grands and for us. I have learned how to pinch some pennies and make more things for us such and air fresheners , furniture polishes , and soaps . I have expanded my baking skills to making more and more yummy things and less buying of things . Even if it does not save some pennies, the enjoyment and the knowledge that I can do this gives a great satisfaction.
So that is what has been keeping us busy here in Florida. I promise that now that we have settled in I shall return much more often and share much more what is going on in our little piece here in Sunflower Farms. I hope that you are all doing well and that life is taking care of you all as best it can. My thoughts and prayers go out for all of you that are dealing with all this very cold and snowy weather this winter. I was born and raised in Michigan and lived there many many years . I must say I do not miss it anymore. Even my South Carolina home is suffering this winter. So I pray for everyone and that they will come through this winter safely. Until later friends , take care , stay warm and be kind to one another, and tell someone that you love them today , tomorrow is not promised ! Hugs !
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Sunday, October 27, 2013
On vacation!!
I have had a lot of fun so far and with two weeks left I am sure there will be more memories made before I leave. Let's see ..... we have played outside in the sprinkles
We have gone shopping for Halloween costumes and I am now the proud Grandma of a pirate and Cleopatra
The weather has been typical Michigan fall weather. Crisp and a bit windy but sunny most of the time. The fall colors have been amazing .....
Oh course when it is fall you have to go apple picking and then make apple sauce and apple butter so you can remember that fun day when it is cold and wintery here.
On one warmer fall day we took the girls to the pumpkin farm and let the play on the hay bales, play with baby animals and pick their pumpkins .
So after the pumpkin getting you must do this right ? I think they did an awesome job too, I can not wait to see them lit tonight !
So the only bad memories so far? A nasty cold that won't go away but if that is the worst, I will take it !! So much for today , more memories to follow but before I go a couple more memories for you to enjoy.





























